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First exam; ice cream; future plans

Tuesday, May 6th, 2008

I took my first of two exams today. It was difficult; it took the entire three hours. I wasn't fully prepared for every question, but knew enough to write at least something valid for each. Only grades will tell how well I answered. My coursework had respectably high marks.

As is usual, I started studying last night at 12, then slept for a full six hours. I woke up and studied some more, then took the exam from 2 to 5. I ate a chocolate fudge ice cream cone on my way back.

In any event, that's it for a while. My next exam is on the fifth of June. Until then it will be reading, writing, walking downtown in the glorious sunshine and green leaves, and looking for a job to fall into upon return to the States.

Random Book Update

Saturday, May 3rd, 2008

Another name in the annals of writers who do genre fiction and are known in fiction award circles: Michael Chabon. His book The Yiddish Policemen's Union just won the Nebula Award and is up for the Hugo Award (the two biggest science fiction/fantasy awards). He won the Pulitzer in 2001 for his book The Amazing Adventures of Kavalier & Clay. I went to the library today, and the only thing I could find by him was his first novel, The Mysteries of Pittsburgh. Needless to say, I picked it up.

I also got these:

  • River of Gods by Ian McDonald
  • The Secret Hour by Scott Westerfield
  • Looking for Jake and Other Stories by China MiĆ©ville
  • The Broken Sword by Poul Anderson
  • Three Hearts & Three Lions by Poul Anderson

Oh, also: according to Wikipedia the Coen brothers are going to direct a film adaptation of The Yiddish Policemen's Union. This is exciting. How much alternative history fiction do you get from Hollywood?

We have to touch people

Friday, May 2nd, 2008

I've been reading a lot about Ben Stein's film Expelled: No Intelligence Allowed. It is, to be blunt, a deceitful sham of a "documentary". Darwin is selectively and misleadingly quoted. Noted atheistic scientists (Richard Dawkins, PZ Myers) were interviewed under the false pretenses that it was to be a balanced account rather than creationist propaganda, and then shamelessly quote-mined. Even the speech Stein makes is staged with a hand-picked crowd of extras. I would watch it, but it would probably anger me far too much. What's more, in a recent interview Stein expressed his opinion that science led to the Holocaust. If you can think of a more ridiculous and offensive attack than "science = eugenics", please don't tell me about it. I might just explode.

Still, out of such a mockery can come some good. In response to the hateful rhetoric expounded by Ben Stein and his "documentary", PZ Myers posted a powerful video clip from Jacob Bronowski's BBC documentary The Ascent of Man on the history of science.

In it Bronowski, who lost family members and friends to the concentration camps, stands at Auschwitz to discuss its very anti-scientific foundation. Here is a transcript, but watch the video. It is profoundly moving.

It's said that science will dehumanize people and turn them into numbers. That's false, tragically false. Look for yourself. This is the concentration camp and crematorium at Auschwitz. This is where people were turned into numbers.

Into this pond were flushed the ashes of some four million people. And that was not done by gas. It was done by arrogance. It was done by dogma. It was done by ignorance.

When people believe that they have absolute knowledge with no test in reality, this is how they behave. This is what men do when they aspire to the knowledge of gods.

Science is a very human form of knowledge. We are always at the brink of the known. We always feel forward for what is to be hoped. Every judgment in science stands on the edge of error and is personal. Science is a tribute to what we can know, although we are fallible.

In the end, the words were said by Oliver Cromwell: "I beseech you, in the bowels of Christ, think it possible you may be mistaken."

I owe it as a scientist to my friend Leo Szilard. I owe it as a human being to the many members of my family who died here, to stand here as a survivor and a witness. We have to cure ourselves of the itch for absolute knowledge and power. We have to close the distance between the push-button order, and the human act.

We have to touch people.

(Thanks to Aaron Brown for posting this video, and for providing a good title to steal.)

Happy Birthday, Cami

Thursday, May 1st, 2008

I hope it's treating you well, and that you're not doing too much work today.